Well, I ran the marathon. I did far better than I expected. 4:40. I ran that same race last year in 4:34, but I'd actually properly trained for that one, so I'm happy with 4:40. I had a small emotional breakdown at mile 21, and walked for about 1/4 mile, but then I got ahold of my self and finished the damn thing. That was a big mental hurdle for me. Usually as soon as I know I'm not gonna break 4:30, I'm like screw it, and I just walk a LOT. So, to keep running after that was a big win for me. When I crossed the finish line all I could think was PUKE AND SIT DOWN. I didn't puke, but I did sit down. Like right there. Medical came rushing over to see if I was ok, which I was. But that's now 2 marathons in a row that medical has rushed to me as soon as I crossed. I must look awesome when I finish. So there was that. Then tonight, I had my students doing their last long run before their 10k next week. So my PLAN was to just have them run 1.5 out one way and back, and then do the same the other way. I'd wait on the bridge and encourage them as they passed me. Hmph. MY coach showed up. And was like oh no, you're running this. Oh. My. Lord. The first few steps . And the last 2 miles. Torture. The middle part wasn't SO bad, but it sure felt like we were working harder than our pace reflected. Why did I want her to coach me again? So there's that. Anyway, I'm feeling better about Columbus in 3 weeks now that I know I'm at least in good enough shape to RUN marathons.
This is my thought exactly! To me it is awesome that you can finish a marathon, emotional breakdown or not.
Sounds like you've got yourself a great coach, Angie! AND a lot more motivation than I'm sure I'll ever have! Way to go!
I still think you're crazy. But, seriously, way to go on overcoming that mental hurdle. I know that couldn't have been easy!!!
If I can do it, any of you could do it. I'm not a lifelong athlete. I'm just a middle aged stubborn old bag.
I give you big props. Huge. I am training for a 5K and am dragging myself through week 4 of the Couch2 5K.
This. Well sorta. I don't have confidence in myself that I could ever run a full marathon. It's on my bucket list but first I want to get past my first half marathon in November. But, I am the same as you - NEVER been an athlete, never into running (despised it actually) but now I am finally an athlete - at the age of 38. Whodathunkit?
Angie, you are so awesome. You inspire me so much because you are proof that it can be done. Yay for you for overcoming that mental hurdle. I know just what you mean about wanting to say "forget it". I am glad that you turned that na-sayer on your shoulder around and finished like the champion you are! XO
Way to go Angie - that is great that you accomplished such a time even after a mental breakdown - mind over matter girl and you conquered!!!